social pressure

When I was young, I was in all girls institute, separated from the real world

That time I was me, real me. I was not a girl, I was a person.

Like every good thing comes to end, my education ended there

I was out in the real world, I made some friends, I was happy until I realized

What the world and friends had done to me.

First time in my twenties, I was thinking, what men like, how should I behave, what should I wear

I was reading Cosmopolitan magazine, I was obsessed with body image perfection

I had it bad, I was hurt that I am not god gift to men

Then I came to know what social pressure is

Now I am in thirties, I am trying to be a person again

It’s hard to get all the social judgments against women out of my mind

I wish I had it earlier in my twenties

do not know if I can conquer this world.

but I have promised myself to try.

You’re a fraud and you know it

….

Such highs and lows, you put on quite a show

All these highs and lows

And you are never really sure What you do it for

Well do you even want to know?

you put on quite a show

You’re fraud and you know it

And every night and day you take the stage

And it always entertains

You are giving pleasure

And that’s admirable you tell yourself

And so you’d gladly sell yourself to Others

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